I saw the most incredibly dressed woman today in Capital Hill. I was sitting at my favorite secret breakfast place when this woman walks out of a building across the street strutting her stuff. Not only did she look like she had just done a line of coke and had total sex hair her outfit is something that will forever be imprinted in my brain: brown suede pants hicked up to her waste line with what looked like a hand made shimmery short of belt. hot pink, no excuse me NEON turtle neck(long sleeve), a what appeared to be snake skin jacket...yes jacket. lots and lots of jewelry, and these red boots. 
         Now these boots weren't just any kind of boots they were fire red, ankle high, like 7in heel boots. just imagine, hot pink, brown suede, snake skin jacket and fire red boots all in one cracked out woman/or man who knows. well for some reason I thought it was the funniest thing I have seen in a really really really long time apparently and too bad I didn't have my camera.

on another note. I took Alex to go see "Bee Movie". her and I had a pretty fun time. we skipped the whole way there and it was weird i felt like that kid in a weird family holiday movie. We were skipping in downtown with all the christmas lights and Macy's right there..and all these busy people buying shit and leaving work and taxi's and i dont know something came over me and i just felt genuinly happy.....and then i sat through an almost 2 hour movie about a talking Bee which...

well ill just say i'm erasing that part from my memory.

its strange how the body prepares for change. how even though you can be unaware of it happening, you body begins to adjust before you even realize it. this has been happening latly. Showing me things and making me feel more comfortable in certain situations than others. its very interesting.

i started rockclimbing this weekend. tried to go sunday but the people at the front desk weren't very nice to me. I kind of felt like it was a Local's only bullshit type of deal. I hate when people do that. Oh well though it won't push me away from rockclimbing it's just a little annoying. 

my new apartment is pretty cool. I like living on my own again too bad it's just a studio. My cat has been pretty annoying latly since there is no where for her to go to, part of me wants to get rid of her and part of me doesn't. 

I'm working a lot right now. I feel like I need a break from kids. its just so much latly and I am hoping that it will slow down in January. as I am typing right now, Ryen (2 years old) is standing next to me handing me her socks and the disgusting smell of a shitty diaper. makes me wnat to puke. but shes sweet so whatever.

love is so strange. and thats all i'm going to say about that.

it's so weird how your body starts preparing for change before you are even ready for it.

where certain situations that once felt familiar now feel foreighn. its interesting and I'm not sure I am ready for it....

So debbie is sleeping in my lap right now and is seriously the cutest cat in the world. I have no clue why I love cats so much but geez debbie so precious.

I'm kind of scared moving into my new apartment. I'm not sure if its a good decision or not, it feels good and then it feels weird. I have made a lot of new friends living in this house over the past 4 months, like a lot of close friends and it has been so amazing, but not having my own room is a drag especially with a boyfriend and a cat, and it's hard making sure everyone does their chores and pays bills and all that. House shares are a pain but they are fun too. I mean I guess I can always figure something out if the apartment thing doesnt work out. 

also i need to find a roommate for my house...yikes.

I want to go rockclimbing really bad. I'm too much of a woose to go to a beginners class b/c I already know how to climb and I dont want to know the technical shit I just want to climb up a damn wall and feel like I'm a badass...thats all really hahah shallow...well maybe but who cares. 

I miss Peyton, Josh, Jenna,Carly,Sae and Liz pretty bad latly. I'm not too sure why I have missed them so much but all I have been wanting to do is go to Francos with Peyton and Josh and eat some pasta and have a good convo. I really care about those two. They have such great hearts and are so fun either together or individually. It's nice to know good people like them in life even if I don't live near them.

So I helped this 5th grader with his math homework yesterday and by the way....um 5th grade math is hard a shit. either I'm in idiot at math which is probably the case due to 5 years of just algebra and i still don't get it....OR its jsut confusing. Personally I think it's confusing because I forgot how stupid those math worksheets are with like 100 problems on them and then you have to measure the distance from point to point but the printer screwed up so the points are WAY off from eachother. I felt so bad for this kid. His name was Reed and he was just getting so frustrated because I was trying to explain that 1in=100miles according to the scale on the worksheet but when he measured it it was like completely off of 1in and so he was trying to figure the decimal Oh man, it was just a headache. Poor guy. Eventually he got it and we both felt good when it was done but woooooweeee I'm glad I'm not in 5th grade. 

I'm trying to fly home for sometime before finals because my mom can't get off work for christmas which sucks but I think I'm ready to head home its been about 5 months now since I've been home. I miss that black hole...its drawing me back! hahaha

alright it's 10am...I've got to do some homework and maybe go to IKEA?????HELLS YES.